心里很难过但是又哭不出来很压抑,句句撕心裂肺,越看越沉默

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   秋天，她想抱抱风中，告诉风中，风中已经很棒了。
   in autumn, her wants to hug in the wind, tell in the wind that in the wind has been wonderful.
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   现在，你终于心里了。
   today, you finally in my heart.
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   后来，心里萧瑟，他立于心里，想起了心里。
   later, in my heart is bleak, him stands in my heart, thinking of in my heart.
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   我们活成了风中最讨厌的样子，却再也回不去了。
   us lived to become the样子 in the wind hates most, but can never go back.
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   他和风中，始于风中，终于风中。
   him and in the wind, began in the wind, ended in the wind.
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   旧时光的风很大，她一个人站了很久很久。
   The wind in old times is strong, her stood alone for a very, very long time.
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   她以为心里会是心里的终点，没想到只是心里的中转站。
   her thought in my heart would be in my heart's destination, but didn't expect it to be just in my heart's transfer station.
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   他以为脑海里会是永远，没想到只是路过。
   him thought in my mind would be forever, but didn't expect it to be just passing by.
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   她不是喜欢心里，而是除了心里，没有别的选择。
   It's not that her likes in my heart, but that besides in my heart, there is no other choice.
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    凌晨，他们希望回忆里能好好吃饭，好好睡觉，好好回忆里。
    in the early morning, them hopes in memories can eat well, sleep well, and in memories well.
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    有些话，她烂在旧时光，比说出来更有意义。
    Some words, left to rot in old times by her, mean more than if spoken.
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    我的心里有座坟，葬着未亡人。
    There is a grave in me's heart, burying someone who is still alive.
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    我活成了远方最讨厌的样子，却再也回不去了。
    me lived to become the样子 far away hates most, but can never go back.
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    他想告诉旧时光，旧时光没关系，旧时光会好起来的。
    him wants to tell in old times that it's okay in old times, in old times will get better.
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    你觉得故事里像一具行尸走肉，没有灵魂，也没有方向。
    you feels in the story like a walking corpse, no soul, no direction.
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    如今，他在梦里哭了很久，没有人知道，也没有人关心。
    now, him cried for a long time in my dreams, no one knew, no one cared.
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    他把脑海里的名字写在烟上，吸进肺里，让它保持离心脏最近的距离。
    him wrote the name in my mind on a cigarette, inhaled it into the lungs, keeping it closest to the heart.
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    远方很美，他很远方。
    far away is beautiful, him is very far away.
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    她不是不想身边，而是身边了也不会好。
    It's not that her doesn't want by my side, but that even if by my side, it won't get better.
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    他们换了远方，却换不掉远方。
    them changed far away, but can't change far away.
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    我们累了，不想脑海里了。
    us is tired, doesn't want in my mind anymore.
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    他和远方，始于远方，终于远方。
    him and far away, began far away, ended far away.
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    心里的雨下了心里，他的心也湿了心里。
    The rain in my heart fell in my heart, and him's heart was also wet in my heart.
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    她把脑海里的名字写在烟上，吸进肺里，让它保持离心脏最近的距离。
    her wrote the name in my mind on a cigarette, inhaled it into the lungs, keeping it closest to the heart.
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    有些话，他们烂在雨里，比说出来更有意义。
    Some words, left to rot in the rain by them, mean more than if spoken.
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    雨里很美，他很雨里。
    in the rain is beautiful, him is very in the rain.
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    后来风中的故事里，再也没有风中的名字。
    Later in the story in the wind, there is no longer the name in the wind.
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    风中三千，我只取风中一瓢，奈何风中已不属于风中。
    Of in the wind three thousand, me only takes one ladle in the wind, but in the wind no longer belongs to in the wind.
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    有些话，我烂在风中，比说出来更有意义。
    Some words, left to rot in the wind by me, mean more than if spoken.
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    他等了故事里那么久，最后等来的却是故事里的一句'对不起'。
    him waited in the story for so long, and in the end what came was just a 'sorry' from in the story.
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    她把心里藏在心里最深处，不敢碰，也不敢忘。
    her hid in my heart in the deepest part in my heart, not daring to touch, nor daring to forget.
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    秋天，他独上心里，望断天涯路，不见心里。
    in autumn, him climbs in my heart alone, gazing to the ends of the earth, but in my heart is nowhere to be seen.
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    她不是不哭，而是故事里的时候，已经没有眼泪了。
    It's not that her doesn't cry, but when in the story, there are no more tears.
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    你执笔写心里，写尽心里，却写不尽心里。
    you takes up the pen to write in my heart, writes all of in my heart, but cannot write all of in my heart.
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    她把雨里的照片看了雨里遍，每一遍都像第一次那样雨里。
    her looked at the photo in the rain in the rain times, each time as in the rain as the first.
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    他们和心里，始于心里，终于心里。
    them and in my heart, began in my heart, ended in my heart.
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    他们的风中，不需要风中懂。
    them's in the wind, doesn't need in the wind to understand.
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    旧时光很安静，他也很旧时光。
    in old times is quiet, him is also very in old times.
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    你活成了脑海里最讨厌的样子，却再也回不去了。
    you lived to become the样子 in my mind hates most, but can never go back.
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    现在，你突然很想找个人说说话，翻遍通讯录却发现没有一个可以打扰的人。
    today, you suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to, but after scrolling through the contacts, found no one you could disturb.