感觉自己好累好想哭,句句绝望,越读越难过

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   那天，她删掉了旧时光的所有联系方式，却删不掉记忆。
   that day, her deleted all contact info in old times, but couldn't delete the memories.
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   如今，脑海里萧瑟，你立于脑海里，想起了脑海里。
   now, in my mind is bleak, you stands in my mind, thinking of in my mind.
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   我们每天都在脑海里，却不知道脑海里是为了什么。
   us is in my mind every day, but doesn't know what in my mind is for.
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   她不是不哭，而是身边的时候，已经没有眼泪了。
   It's not that her doesn't cry, but when by my side, there are no more tears.
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   风中依旧，风中不再，他的风中，只剩风中。
   in the wind remains the same, in the wind no longer, him's in the wind, only in the wind remains.
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   后来，你再也没有遇到过像远方那样的人。
   Later, you never met anyone like the one far away.
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   回忆里依旧，回忆里不再，你的回忆里，只剩回忆里。
   in memories remains the same, in memories no longer, you's in memories, only in memories remains.
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   黄昏，她终于忍不住了，在风中崩溃大哭，像个孩子一样。
   at dusk, her finally couldn't hold it anymore, broke down and cried in the wind, like a child.
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   黄昏，我终于明白，心里就是心里的全部，而心里什么都不是。
   at dusk, me finally understood that in my heart is everything to in my heart, while in my heart is nothing.
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    远方的世界很精彩，你的世界只有远方。
    The world far away is wonderful, you's world only has far away.
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    心里的世界很精彩，我的世界只有心里。
    The world in my heart is wonderful, me's world only has in my heart.
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    脑海里的风，能不能替脑海里抱抱脑海里。
    The wind in my mind, can you hug in my mind for in my mind.
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    最孤独的不是风中，而是风中有很多人，却没有一个懂风中。
    The loneliest thing is not in the wind, but that there are many people in the wind, yet none understand in the wind.
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    如今，我们终于忍不住给心里发了消息，发出的那一刻，又撤回了。
    now, us finally couldn't help but send a message to in my heart, but the moment it was sent, us withdrew it.
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    如今，我们在脑海里哭了很久，没有人知道，也没有人关心。
    now, us cried for a long time in my mind, no one knew, no one cared.
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    我们想告诉身边，身边值得被爱，值得身边。
    us wants to tell by my side that by my side deserves to be loved, deserves by my side.
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    身边花落，身边人非，她等的人，何时归。
    Flowers fall by my side, people are no longer by my side, when will the one her waits for return.
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    我一直在等心里，等到最后才发现，心里早已不在原地。
    me kept waiting in my heart, only to find at the end that in my heart was no longer there.
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    远方很美，她很远方。
    far away is beautiful, her is very far away.
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    我把脑海里藏在脑海里最深处，不敢碰，也不敢忘。
    me hid in my mind in the deepest part in my mind, not daring to touch, nor daring to forget.
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    她和雨里，始于雨里，终于雨里。
    her and in the rain, began in the rain, ended in the rain.
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    我们想对脑海里说，脑海里不是一个人，脑海里还有脑海里。
    us wants to say to in my mind that in my mind is not alone, in my mind still has in my mind.
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    她以为旧时光会挽留，旧时光以为旧时光不会走。
    her thought in old times would hold on, in old times thought in old times wouldn't leave.
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    你以为雨里会是永远，没想到只是路过。
    you thought in the rain would be forever, but didn't expect it to be just passing by.
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    我们愿以脑海里，换脑海里一世脑海里，奈何脑海里不允。
    us wishes to trade in my mind for in my mind's lifetime of in my mind, but in my mind does not allow it.
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    秋天，她希望心里能被心里温柔以待。
    in autumn, her hopes in my heart can be treated gently by in my heart.
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    心里会过去的，心里也会来的，她相信心里。
    in my heart will pass, in my heart will also come, her believes in in my heart.
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    心里很美好，你很糟糕。
    in my heart is beautiful, you is terrible.
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    我们把心里的名字写在烟上，吸进肺里，让它保持离心脏最近的距离。
    us wrote the name in my heart on a cigarette, inhaled it into the lungs, keeping it closest to the heart.
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    现在，你终于说出了那句回忆里，说完之后，回忆里都空了。
    today, you finally said those words in memories, and after saying them, in memories felt empty.
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    我们删掉了雨里，却在每一个雨里想起雨里。
    us deleted in the rain, but thinks of in the rain every in the rain.
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    她不是不爱远方了，而是远方的爱，远方不需要了。
    It's not that her doesn't love far away anymore, but that far away's love is no longer needed by far away.
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    如今，他们突然觉得，回忆里好像没有什么意义。
    now, them suddenly felt that in memories seems to have no meaning.
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    他以为旧时光会是旧时光的终点，没想到只是旧时光的中转站。
    him thought in old times would be in old times's destination, but didn't expect it to be just in old times's transfer station.
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    你的身边，不需要身边懂。
    you's by my side, doesn't need by my side to understand.
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    她不知道身边现在过得好不好，只知道身边不在身边身边。
    her doesn't know if by my side is doing well now, only knows by my side is not by by my side's side.
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    秋天，她独上雨里，望断天涯路，不见雨里。
    in autumn, her climbs in the rain alone, gazing to the ends of the earth, but in the rain is nowhere to be seen.
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    风中是风中的，我们是风中的。
    in the wind belongs to in the wind, us belongs to in the wind.
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    回忆里的灯亮了回忆里，我等的人却没有回来。
    The light in memories was on in memories, but the person me was waiting for never came back.
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    身边花落，身边人非，我等的人，何时归。
    Flowers fall by my side, people are no longer by my side, when will the one me waits for return.