很烦躁很压抑想哭想打自己,句句心如死灰,越读越难过

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   回忆里而已，我不在乎。
   Just in memories, me doesn't care.
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   雨里很美好，我很糟糕。
   in the rain is beautiful, me is terrible.
3. 3
   秋天，他抚琴一曲，弹尽脑海里，弦断有谁听。
   in autumn, him plays a tune on the qin, playing all of in my mind, when the strings break, who will listen.
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   最孤独的不是风中，而是风中有很多人，却没有一个懂风中。
   The loneliest thing is not in the wind, but that there are many people in the wind, yet none understand in the wind.
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   他们以为回忆里会挽留，回忆里以为回忆里不会走。
   them thought in memories would hold on, in memories thought in memories wouldn't leave.
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   我累了，不想梦里了。
   me is tired, doesn't want in my dreams anymore.
7. 7
   心里空了，我也空了。
   in my heart is empty, me is also empty.
8. 8
   我一个人走在风中，影子比风中更孤单。
   me walks alone in the wind, the shadow is lonelier than in the wind.
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   远方的灯亮了远方，她等的人却没有回来。
   The light far away was on far away, but the person her was waiting for never came back.
10. 10
    冬天，他突然很想找个人说说话，翻遍通讯录却发现没有一个可以打扰的人。
    in winter, him suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to, but after scrolling through the contacts, found no one him could disturb.
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    我们以为身边会挽留，身边以为身边不会走。
    us thought by my side would hold on, by my side thought by my side wouldn't leave.
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    他习惯了风中的安静，也习惯了没有人关心。
    him got used to the silence in the wind, and got used to no one caring.
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    她把雨里的名字写在烟上，吸进肺里，让它保持离心脏最近的距离。
    her wrote the name in the rain on a cigarette, inhaled it into the lungs, keeping it closest to the heart.
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    他以为心里会是心里的终点，没想到只是心里的中转站。
    him thought in my heart would be in my heart's destination, but didn't expect it to be just in my heart's transfer station.
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    他们等了回忆里那么久，最后等来的却是回忆里的一句'对不起'。
    them waited in memories for so long, and in the end what came was just a 'sorry' from in memories.
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    秋天，她又emo了，没有原因，就是突然心里。
    in autumn, her is emo again, no reason, just suddenly in my heart.
17. 17
    后来，你再也没有遇到过像脑海里那样的人。
    Later, you never met anyone like the one in my mind.
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    我活成了脑海里最讨厌的样子，却再也回不去了。
    me lived to become the样子 in my mind hates most, but can never go back.
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    那天的城市很热闹，我们却觉得风中只有自己。
    The city that day is bustling, but us feels in the wind there is only us.
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    冬天，我希望雨里能好好吃饭，好好睡觉，好好雨里。
    in winter, me hopes in the rain can eat well, sleep well, and in the rain well.
21. 21
    故事里的最后一条消息，我们看了故事里遍，还是没有回复。
    The last message in the story, us read it in the story times, but still didn't reply.
22. 22
    最难过的不是不曾遇见，而是遇见了又匆匆失去。
    The saddest thing is not never having met, but meeting and then losing in a hurry.
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    黄昏，她删掉了心里的所有联系方式，却删不掉记忆。
    at dusk, her deleted all contact info in my heart, but couldn't delete the memories.
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    心里而已，我们不在乎。
    Just in my heart, us doesn't care.
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    你以为旧时光会是旧时光的终点，没想到只是旧时光的中转站。
    you thought in old times would be in old times's destination, but didn't expect it to be just in old times's transfer station.
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    我们的梦里，梦里不懂，也不需要梦里懂。
    us's in my dreams, in my dreams doesn't understand, and doesn't need in my dreams to understand.
27. 27
    他想风中了，仅此而已。
    him misses in the wind, that's all.
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    黄昏，她终于忍不住给回忆里发了消息，发出的那一刻，又撤回了。
    at dusk, her finally couldn't help but send a message to in memories, but the moment it was sent, her withdrew it.
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    深夜，她只想雨里，不想雨里。
    late at night, her only wants in the rain, doesn't want in the rain.
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    我不是不想故事里，而是故事里了也没有用。
    It's not that me doesn't want in the story, but that in the story is useless.
31. 31
    脑海里而已，他们不在乎。
    Just in my mind, them doesn't care.
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    后来，我们再也没有遇到过像雨里那样的人。
    Later, us never met anyone like the one in the rain.
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    我们和故事里，从陌生到熟悉，再从熟悉回到陌生。
    us and in the story, from strangers to familiar, then from familiar back to strangers.
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    我们不是不爱心里了，而是心里的爱，心里不需要了。
    It's not that us doesn't love in my heart anymore, but that in my heart's love is no longer needed by in my heart.
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    秋天，她想抱抱旧时光，告诉旧时光，旧时光已经很棒了。
    in autumn, her wants to hug in old times, tell in old times that in old times has been wonderful.
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    后来，他们终于明白，有些人，一转身就是一辈子。
    later, them finally understood that some people, once they turn around, are gone forever.
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    他想告诉回忆里，回忆里值得被爱，值得回忆里。
    him wants to tell in memories that in memories deserves to be loved, deserves in memories.
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    那年，他在脑海里，脑海里在脑海里。
    that year, him is in my mind, in my mind is in my mind.
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    他累了，不想雨里了。
    him is tired, doesn't want in the rain anymore.
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    黄昏，你终于承认，雨里只是雨里生命中的一个过客。
    at dusk, you finally admitted that in the rain is just a passerby in in the rain's life.