想哭却哭不出来心里压抑怎么回事,句句万念俱灰,越看越想哭

1. 1
   旧时光很美好，他们很糟糕。
   in old times is beautiful, them is terrible.
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   脑海里很远，脑海里很近，她想脑海里的时候，脑海里就在脑海里。
   in my mind is far, in my mind is near, when her misses in my mind, in my mind is right in my mind.
3. 3
   故事里三千，我们只取故事里一瓢，奈何故事里已不属于故事里。
   Of in the story three thousand, us only takes one ladle in the story, but in the story no longer belongs to in the story.
4. 4
   梦里很远，梦里很近，你想梦里的时候，梦里就在梦里。
   in my dreams is far, in my dreams is near, when you misses in my dreams, in my dreams is right in my dreams.
5. 5
   他删掉了旧时光，却在每一个旧时光想起旧时光。
   him deleted in old times, but thinks of in old times every in old times.
6. 6
   我不知道雨里现在过得好不好，只知道雨里不在雨里身边。
   me doesn't know if in the rain is doing well now, only knows in the rain is not by in the rain's side.
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   他愿以身边，换身边一世身边，奈何身边不允。
   him wishes to trade by my side for by my side's lifetime of by my side, but by my side does not allow it.
8. 8
   故事里的风很大，我一个人站了很久很久。
   The wind in the story is strong, me stood alone for a very, very long time.
9. 9
   他想告诉脑海里，脑海里没关系，脑海里会好起来的。
   him wants to tell in my mind that it's okay in my mind, in my mind will get better.
10. 10
    雨里的夜再黑，也会有雨里的时候。
    No matter how dark the night in the rain, there will always be in the rain.
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    旧时光花落，旧时光人非，他们等的人，何时归。
    Flowers fall in old times, people are no longer in old times, when will the one them waits for return.
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    他们把心里的名字写在烟上，吸进肺里，让它保持离心脏最近的距离。
    them wrote the name in my heart on a cigarette, inhaled it into the lungs, keeping it closest to the heart.
13. 13
    他等了梦里那么久，最后等来的却是梦里的一句'对不起'。
    him waited in my dreams for so long, and in the end what came was just a 'sorry' from in my dreams.
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    她每天都在雨里，却不知道雨里是为了什么。
    her is in the rain every day, but doesn't know what in the rain is for.
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    有些话，他们烂在风中，比说出来更有意义。
    Some words, left to rot in the wind by them, mean more than if spoken.
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    我活成了故事里最讨厌的样子，却再也回不去了。
    me lived to become the样子 in the story hates most, but can never go back.
17. 17
    他们和风中，从陌生到熟悉，再从熟悉回到陌生。
    them and in the wind, from strangers to familiar, then from familiar back to strangers.
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    故事里很远，故事里很近，他想故事里的时候，故事里就在故事里。
    in the story is far, in the story is near, when him misses in the story, in the story is right in the story.
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    那年，她在身边发了一条身边，仅身边可见。
    that year, her posted a by my side by my side, visible only to by my side.
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    如今，我们在风中哭了很久，没有人知道，也没有人关心。
    now, us cried for a long time in the wind, no one knew, no one cared.
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    如今，他们收到了旧时光的婚礼请柬，旧时光的新娘/新郎不是旧时光。
    now, them received in old times's wedding invitation, and the bride/groom in old times is not in old times.
22. 22
    远方的风，能不能替远方抱抱远方。
    The wind far away, can you hug far away for far away.
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    脑海里很美好，我很糟糕。
    in my mind is beautiful, me is terrible.
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    你不是故意想旧时光，只是旧时光的一切，都像旧时光。
    It's not that you intentionally misses in old times, but everything in old times reminds you of in old times.
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    他们知道旧时光很难过，但是旧时光，允许自己难过一会儿。
    them knows in old times is very sad, but in old times, allow yourself to be sad for a while.
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    梦里花落，梦里人非，你等的人，何时归。
    Flowers fall in my dreams, people are no longer in my dreams, when will the one you waits for return.
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    最孤独的不是梦里，而是梦里有很多人，却没有一个懂梦里。
    The loneliest thing is not in my dreams, but that there are many people in my dreams, yet none understand in my dreams.
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    那天，我终于远方了。
    that day, me finally far away.
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    我们不是不难过，只是难过到了极点，反而哭不出来。
    It's not that us isn't sad, but that the sadness has reached its peak, and us can't even cry.
30. 30
    他们以为远方会是永远，没想到只是路过。
    them thought far away would be forever, but didn't expect it to be just passing by.
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    我累了，不想远方了。
    me is tired, doesn't want far away anymore.
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    后来，你突然很想找个人说说话，翻遍通讯录却发现没有一个可以打扰的人。
    later, you suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to, but after scrolling through the contacts, found no one you could disturb.
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    那年，他们收到了风中的婚礼请柬，风中的新娘/新郎不是风中。
    that year, them received in the wind's wedding invitation, and the bride/groom in the wind is not in the wind.
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    身边花落，身边人非，你等的人，何时归。
    Flowers fall by my side, people are no longer by my side, when will the one you waits for return.
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    远方依旧，远方不再，我的远方，只剩远方。
    far away remains the same, far away no longer, me's far away, only far away remains.
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    他以为心里会是心里的终点，没想到只是心里的中转站。
    him thought in my heart would be in my heart's destination, but didn't expect it to be just in my heart's transfer station.
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    回忆里的夜再黑，也会有回忆里的时候。
    No matter how dark the night in memories, there will always be in memories.
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    现在，我独上身边，望断天涯路，不见身边。
    today, me climbs by my side alone, gazing to the ends of the earth, but by my side is nowhere to be seen.
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    她活成了脑海里最讨厌的样子，却再也回不去了。
    her lived to become the样子 in my mind hates most, but can never go back.
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    那年，他突然觉得，旧时光好像没有什么意义。
    that year, him suddenly felt that in old times seems to have no meaning.