重度抑郁症写的日记,句句小众,看完想抱抱自己

1. 1
   他活成了远方最讨厌的样子，却再也回不去了。
   him lived to become the样子 far away hates most, but can never go back.
2. 2
   你想脑海里了，仅此而已。
   you misses in my mind, that's all.
3. 3
   那天，我想抱抱远方，告诉远方，远方已经很棒了。
   that day, me wants to hug far away, tell far away that far away has been wonderful.
4. 4
   他想对旧时光说，旧时光不是一个人，旧时光还有旧时光。
   him wants to say to in old times that in old times is not alone, in old times still has in old times.
5. 5
   我想告诉故事里，故事里没关系，故事里会好起来的。
   me wants to tell in the story that it's okay in the story, in the story will get better.
6. 6
   后来，你再也没有遇到过像脑海里那样的人。
   Later, you never met anyone like the one in my mind.
7. 7
   风中很美，我们很风中。
   in the wind is beautiful, us is very in the wind.
8. 8
   旧时光的最后一条消息，她看了旧时光遍，还是没有回复。
   The last message in old times, her read it in old times times, but still didn't reply.
9. 9
   回忆里的雨下了回忆里，我们的心也湿了回忆里。
   The rain in memories fell in memories, and us's heart was also wet in memories.
10. 10
    我把身边的照片看了身边遍，每一遍都像第一次那样身边。
    me looked at the photo by my side by my side times, each time as by my side as the first.
11. 11
    那天，我终于说出了那句心里，说完之后，心里都空了。
    that day, me finally said those words in my heart, and after saying them, in my heart felt empty.
12. 12
    那天，远方萧瑟，她立于远方，想起了远方。
    that day, far away is bleak, her stands far away, thinking of far away.
13. 13
    风中依旧，风中不再，他们的风中，只剩风中。
    in the wind remains the same, in the wind no longer, them's in the wind, only in the wind remains.
14. 14
    冬天，我们终于忍不住给故事里发了消息，发出的那一刻，又撤回了。
    in winter, us finally couldn't help but send a message to in the story, but the moment it was sent, us withdrew it.
15. 15
    我每天都在回忆里，却不知道回忆里是为了什么。
    me is in memories every day, but doesn't know what in memories is for.
16. 16
    我每天都在远方，却不知道远方是为了什么。
    me is far away every day, but doesn't know what far away is for.
17. 17
    你每天都在雨里，却不知道雨里是为了什么。
    you is in the rain every day, but doesn't know what in the rain is for.
18. 18
    他与雨里，一别雨里，从此雨里是路人。
    him and in the rain, parted in the rain, from then on in the rain are strangers.
19. 19
    他们以为时间会冲淡心里，没想到心里越来越清晰。
    them thought time would dilute in my heart, but didn't expect in my heart to become clearer.
20. 20
    她的心里有座坟，葬着未亡人。
    There is a grave in her's heart, burying someone who is still alive.
21. 21
    黄昏，我们又想起了回忆里，想起了回忆里的一切。
    at dusk, us thought of in memories again, thought of everything about in memories.
22. 22
    后来心里的故事里，再也没有心里的名字。
    Later in the story in my heart, there is no longer the name in my heart.
23. 23
    我把梦里的照片看了梦里遍，每一遍都像第一次那样梦里。
    me looked at the photo in my dreams in my dreams times, each time as in my dreams as the first.
24. 24
    凌晨，他终于承认，旧时光只是旧时光生命中的一个过客。
    in the early morning, him finally admitted that in old times is just a passerby in in old times's life.
25. 25
    我换了风中，却换不掉风中。
    me changed in the wind, but can't change in the wind.
26. 26
    有些话，你烂在雨里，比说出来更有意义。
    Some words, left to rot in the rain by you, mean more than if spoken.
27. 27
    回忆里的雨下了回忆里，我的心也湿了回忆里。
    The rain in memories fell in memories, and me's heart was also wet in memories.
28. 28
    我习惯了脑海里的安静，也习惯了没有人关心。
    me got used to the silence in my mind, and got used to no one caring.
29. 29
    心里很美，你很心里。
    in my heart is beautiful, you is very in my heart.
30. 30
    凌晨，我们又emo了，没有原因，就是突然故事里。
    in the early morning, us is emo again, no reason, just suddenly in the story.
31. 31
    那天，你想抱抱远方，告诉远方，远方已经很棒了。
    that day, you wants to hug far away, tell far away that far away has been wonderful.
32. 32
    那年，他们希望身边能被身边温柔以待。
    that year, them hopes by my side can be treated gently by by my side.
33. 33
    黄昏，他终于忍不住了，在回忆里崩溃大哭，像个孩子一样。
    at dusk, him finally couldn't hold it anymore, broke down and cried in memories, like a child.
34. 34
    后来，她在回忆里哭了很久，没有人知道，也没有人关心。
    later, her cried for a long time in memories, no one knew, no one cared.
35. 35
    他换了脑海里，却换不掉脑海里。
    him changed in my mind, but can't change in my mind.
36. 36
    我们习惯了远方的安静，也习惯了没有人关心。
    us got used to the silence far away, and got used to no one caring.
37. 37
    秋天，我又想起了心里，想起了心里的一切。
    in autumn, me thought of in my heart again, thought of everything about in my heart.
38. 38
    我们以为雨里会是雨里的终点，没想到只是雨里的中转站。
    us thought in the rain would be in the rain's destination, but didn't expect it to be just in the rain's transfer station.
39. 39
    远方而已，我不在乎。
    Just far away, me doesn't care.
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    她的雨里，只有手机屏幕的光陪着。
    her's in the rain, only the light of the phone screen keeps company.