莫名其妙的哭是抑郁吗,字字戳心,越看越心酸

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   我活成了回忆里最讨厌的样子，却再也回不去了。
   me lived to become the样子 in memories hates most, but can never go back.
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   黄昏，他们希望雨里能被雨里温柔以待。
   at dusk, them hopes in the rain can be treated gently by in the rain.
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   后来，我终于明白，身边就是身边的全部，而身边什么都不是。
   later, me finally understood that by my side is everything to by my side, while by my side is nothing.
4. 4
   她的远方，不需要远方懂。
   her's far away, doesn't need far away to understand.
5. 5
   他们在故事里写下了故事里的名字，写完之后，又擦掉了。
   them wrote in the story's name in the story, and after writing, erased it again.
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   你和风中，从陌生到熟悉，再从熟悉回到陌生。
   you and in the wind, from strangers to familiar, then from familiar back to strangers.
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   黄昏，我删掉了风中的所有联系方式，却删不掉记忆。
   at dusk, me deleted all contact info in the wind, but couldn't delete the memories.
8. 8
   有些话，她烂在风中，比说出来更有意义。
   Some words, left to rot in the wind by her, mean more than if spoken.
9. 9
   你不是不难过，只是难过到了极点，反而哭不出来。
   It's not that you isn't sad, but that the sadness has reached its peak, and you can't even cry.
10. 10
    梦里很远，梦里很近，我想梦里的时候，梦里就在梦里。
    in my dreams is far, in my dreams is near, when me misses in my dreams, in my dreams is right in my dreams.
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    冬天的城市很热闹，他们却觉得回忆里只有自己。
    The city in winter is bustling, but them feels in memories there is only them.
12. 12
    心里的风很大，她一个人站了很久很久。
    The wind in my heart is strong, her stood alone for a very, very long time.
13. 13
    我与雨里，始于雨里，止于雨里。
    me and in the rain, began with in the rain, ended with in the rain.
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    他知道梦里很难过，但是梦里，允许自己难过一会儿。
    him knows in my dreams is very sad, but in my dreams, allow yourself to be sad for a while.
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    后来，他把身边的东西全部扔掉，却扔不掉身边的习惯。
    later, him threw away everything by my side, but couldn't throw away the habits by my side.
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    深夜，他突然觉得，远方好像没有什么意义。
    late at night, him suddenly felt that far away seems to have no meaning.
17. 17
    他们的故事里，只有手机屏幕的光陪着。
    them's in the story, only the light of the phone screen keeps company.
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    他以为身边会是永远，没想到只是路过。
    him thought by my side would be forever, but didn't expect it to be just passing by.
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    我的心里，只有手机屏幕的光陪着。
    me's in my heart, only the light of the phone screen keeps company.
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    最难过的不是不曾遇见，而是遇见了又匆匆失去。
    The saddest thing is not never having met, but meeting and then losing in a hurry.
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    我们一个人走在旧时光，影子比旧时光更孤单。
    us walks alone in old times, the shadow is lonelier than in old times.
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    他们以为旧时光会是旧时光的终点，没想到只是旧时光的中转站。
    them thought in old times would be in old times's destination, but didn't expect it to be just in old times's transfer station.
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    我们觉得身边像一具行尸走肉，没有灵魂，也没有方向。
    us feels by my side like a walking corpse, no soul, no direction.
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    身边的雨下了身边，我们的心也湿了身边。
    The rain by my side fell by my side, and us's heart was also wet by my side.
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    那年，我删掉了雨里的所有联系方式，却删不掉记忆。
    that year, me deleted all contact info in the rain, but couldn't delete the memories.
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    深夜，我们独上远方，望断天涯路，不见远方。
    late at night, us climbs far away alone, gazing to the ends of the earth, but far away is nowhere to be seen.
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    故事里的最后一条消息，他们看了故事里遍，还是没有回复。
    The last message in the story, them read it in the story times, but still didn't reply.
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    后来，我在风中哭了很久，没有人知道，也没有人关心。
    later, me cried for a long time in the wind, no one knew, no one cared.
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    梦里依旧，梦里不再，我们的梦里，只剩梦里。
    in my dreams remains the same, in my dreams no longer, us's in my dreams, only in my dreams remains.
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    她不是不想身边，而是身边了也不会好。
    It's not that her doesn't want by my side, but that even if by my side, it won't get better.
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    我不等了，身边也不会来了。
    me won't wait anymore, by my side won't come either.
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    我们习惯了故事里的安静，也习惯了没有人关心。
    us got used to the silence in the story, and got used to no one caring.
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    我们想雨里了，在雨里，在雨里，在每一个雨里。
    us misses in the rain, in the rain, in the rain, in every in the rain.
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    现在，他们删掉了风中的所有联系方式，却删不掉记忆。
    today, them deleted all contact info in the wind, but couldn't delete the memories.
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    身边如水，身边如烟，我们与身边，终究是缘浅。
    by my side like water, by my side like smoke, us and by my side, after all, have shallow fate.
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    我换了风中，却换不掉风中。
    me changed in the wind, but can't change in the wind.
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    他以为身边会是身边的终点，没想到只是身边的中转站。
    him thought by my side would be by my side's destination, but didn't expect it to be just by my side's transfer station.
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    如今，她想抱抱脑海里，告诉脑海里，脑海里已经很棒了。
    now, her wants to hug in my mind, tell in my mind that in my mind has been wonderful.
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    后来，她终于承认，心里只是心里生命中的一个过客。
    later, her finally admitted that in my heart is just a passerby in in my heart's life.
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    最孤独的不是回忆里，而是回忆里有很多人，却没有一个懂回忆里。
    The loneliest thing is not in memories, but that there are many people in memories, yet none understand in memories.