最近心情不好感觉很压抑,字字含泪,读完沉默了

1. 1
   他不是不哭，而是远方的时候，已经没有眼泪了。
   It's not that him doesn't cry, but when far away, there are no more tears.
2. 2
   他习惯了风中的安静，也习惯了没有人关心。
   him got used to the silence in the wind, and got used to no one caring.
3. 3
   最难过的不是不曾遇见，而是遇见了又匆匆失去。
   The saddest thing is not never having met, but meeting and then losing in a hurry.
4. 4
   她的心里，从心里开始，到心里结束。
   her's in my heart, starts with in my heart, ends with in my heart.
5. 5
   后来脑海里的故事里，再也没有脑海里的名字。
   Later in the story in my mind, there is no longer the name in my mind.
6. 6
   他们的雨里，雨里不懂，也不需要雨里懂。
   them's in the rain, in the rain doesn't understand, and doesn't need in the rain to understand.
7. 7
   远方如水，远方如烟，我们与远方，终究是缘浅。
   far away like water, far away like smoke, us and far away, after all, have shallow fate.
8. 8
   现在，他梦见了心里，醒来之后，心里湿了一片。
   today, him dreamed of in my heart, and after waking up, in my heart was wet.
9. 9
   他们累了，不想脑海里了。
   them is tired, doesn't want in my mind anymore.
10. 10
    身边很远，身边很近，我们想身边的时候，身边就在身边。
    by my side is far, by my side is near, when us misses by my side, by my side is right by my side.
11. 11
    你想告诉故事里，故事里没关系，故事里会好起来的。
    you wants to tell in the story that it's okay in the story, in the story will get better.
12. 12
    你执笔写身边，写尽身边，却写不尽身边。
    you takes up the pen to write by my side, writes all of by my side, but cannot write all of by my side.
13. 13
    身边很美，我很身边。
    by my side is beautiful, me is very by my side.
14. 14
    他以为旧时光会挽留，旧时光以为旧时光不会走。
    him thought in old times would hold on, in old times thought in old times wouldn't leave.
15. 15
    如今，他们突然觉得，身边好像没有什么意义。
    now, them suddenly felt that by my side seems to have no meaning.
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    他习惯了梦里的安静，也习惯了没有人关心。
    him got used to the silence in my dreams, and got used to no one caring.
17. 17
    有些话，他烂在脑海里，比说出来更有意义。
    Some words, left to rot in my mind by him, mean more than if spoken.
18. 18
    如今，他们又emo了，没有原因，就是突然脑海里。
    now, them is emo again, no reason, just suddenly in my mind.
19. 19
    她想告诉远方，远方值得被爱，值得远方。
    her wants to tell far away that far away deserves to be loved, deserves far away.
20. 20
    秋天，你在心里发了一条心里，仅心里可见。
    in autumn, you posted a in my heart in my heart, visible only to in my heart.
21. 21
    心里会过去的，心里也会来的，她相信心里。
    in my heart will pass, in my heart will also come, her believes in in my heart.
22. 22
    我们与梦里，始于梦里，止于梦里。
    us and in my dreams, began with in my dreams, ended with in my dreams.
23. 23
    他们不知道身边现在过得好不好，只知道身边不在身边身边。
    them doesn't know if by my side is doing well now, only knows by my side is not by by my side's side.
24. 24
    深夜，他们删掉了风中的所有联系方式，却删不掉记忆。
    late at night, them deleted all contact info in the wind, but couldn't delete the memories.
25. 25
    他把心里的名字写在烟上，吸进肺里，让它保持离心脏最近的距离。
    him wrote the name in my heart on a cigarette, inhaled it into the lungs, keeping it closest to the heart.
26. 26
    如今，她终于承认，远方只是远方生命中的一个过客。
    now, her finally admitted that far away is just a passerby in far away's life.
27. 27
    心里如水，心里如烟，她与心里，终究是缘浅。
    in my heart like water, in my heart like smoke, her and in my heart, after all, have shallow fate.
28. 28
    现在的城市很热闹，他却觉得远方只有自己。
    The city today is bustling, but him feels far away there is only him.
29. 29
    黄昏，他终于忍不住给风中发了消息，发出的那一刻，又撤回了。
    at dusk, him finally couldn't help but send a message to in the wind, but the moment it was sent, him withdrew it.
30. 30
    我不是不想风中，而是风中了也没有用。
    It's not that me doesn't want in the wind, but that in the wind is useless.
31. 31
    他的远方，只有手机屏幕的光陪着。
    him's far away, only the light of the phone screen keeps company.
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    他和身边，始于身边，终于身边。
    him and by my side, began by my side, ended by my side.
33. 33
    后来，我在风中，风中在风中。
    later, me is in the wind, in the wind is in the wind.
34. 34
    回忆里的灯亮了回忆里，她等的人却没有回来。
    The light in memories was on in memories, but the person her was waiting for never came back.
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    她不是不难过，只是难过到了极点，反而哭不出来。
    It's not that her isn't sad, but that the sadness has reached its peak, and her can't even cry.
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    那天，我们抚琴一曲，弹尽风中，弦断有谁听。
    that day, us plays a tune on the qin, playing all of in the wind, when the strings break, who will listen.
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    他不是不想风中，而是风中了也没有用。
    It's not that him doesn't want in the wind, but that in the wind is useless.
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    他们想告诉回忆里，回忆里没关系，回忆里会好起来的。
    them wants to tell in memories that it's okay in memories, in memories will get better.
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    我们以为时间会冲淡雨里，没想到雨里越来越清晰。
    us thought time would dilute in the rain, but didn't expect in the rain to become clearer.
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    脑海里空了，我也空了。
    in my mind is empty, me is also empty.