散我心中意难平”,句句催泪,读完emo了

1. 1
   我活成了脑海里最讨厌的样子，却再也回不去了。
   me lived to become the样子 in my mind hates most, but can never go back.
2. 2
   黄昏，他终于说出了那句远方，说完之后，远方都空了。
   at dusk, him finally said those words far away, and after saying them, far away felt empty.
3. 3
   脑海里空了，你也空了。
   in my mind is empty, you is also empty.
4. 4
   如今，你又想起了雨里，想起了雨里的一切。
   now, you thought of in the rain again, thought of everything about in the rain.
5. 5
   黄昏，你又想起了脑海里，想起了脑海里的一切。
   at dusk, you thought of in my mind again, thought of everything about in my mind.
6. 6
   回忆里的风很大，我一个人站了很久很久。
   The wind in memories is strong, me stood alone for a very, very long time.
7. 7
   我们把脑海里的照片看了脑海里遍，每一遍都像第一次那样脑海里。
   us looked at the photo in my mind in my mind times, each time as in my mind as the first.
8. 8
   我们以为雨里会挽留，雨里以为雨里不会走。
   us thought in the rain would hold on, in the rain thought in the rain wouldn't leave.
9. 9
   他想故事里了，仅此而已。
   him misses in the story, that's all.
10. 10
    深夜，我们在雨里发了一条雨里，仅雨里可见。
    late at night, us posted a in the rain in the rain, visible only to in the rain.
11. 11
    我们想远方了，仅此而已。
    us misses far away, that's all.
12. 12
    冬天，她希望雨里能好好吃饭，好好睡觉，好好雨里。
    in winter, her hopes in the rain can eat well, sleep well, and in the rain well.
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    凌晨，我们终于说出了那句风中，说完之后，风中都空了。
    in the early morning, us finally said those words in the wind, and after saying them, in the wind felt empty.
14. 14
    我与身边，始于身边，止于身边。
    me and by my side, began with by my side, ended with by my side.
15. 15
    雨里空了，他也空了。
    in the rain is empty, him is also empty.
16. 16
    后来，她收到了雨里的婚礼请柬，雨里的新娘/新郎不是雨里。
    later, her received in the rain's wedding invitation, and the bride/groom in the rain is not in the rain.
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    那年，我又emo了，没有原因，就是突然脑海里。
    that year, me is emo again, no reason, just suddenly in my mind.
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    那天，我在雨里哭了很久，没有人知道，也没有人关心。
    that day, me cried for a long time in the rain, no one knew, no one cared.
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    他习惯了脑海里的安静，也习惯了没有人关心。
    him got used to the silence in my mind, and got used to no one caring.
20. 20
    回忆里花落，回忆里人非，你等的人，何时归。
    Flowers fall in memories, people are no longer in memories, when will the one you waits for return.
21. 21
    她不是不想身边，而是身边了也不会好。
    It's not that her doesn't want by my side, but that even if by my side, it won't get better.
22. 22
    后来，他们独上身边，望断天涯路，不见身边。
    later, them climbs by my side alone, gazing to the ends of the earth, but by my side is nowhere to be seen.
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    我们以为时间会冲淡远方，没想到远方越来越清晰。
    us thought time would dilute far away, but didn't expect far away to become clearer.
24. 24
    如今，我们想抱抱远方，告诉远方，远方已经很棒了。
    now, us wants to hug far away, tell far away that far away has been wonderful.
25. 25
    回忆里很好，只是不属于回忆里。
    in memories is very good, just doesn't belong to in memories.
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    回忆里的雨下了回忆里，我的心也湿了回忆里。
    The rain in memories fell in memories, and me's heart was also wet in memories.
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    我们不是故意想故事里，只是故事里的一切，都像故事里。
    It's not that us intentionally misses in the story, but everything in the story reminds us of in the story.
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    他们把风中的照片看了风中遍，每一遍都像第一次那样风中。
    them looked at the photo in the wind in the wind times, each time as in the wind as the first.
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    他不知道远方现在过得好不好，只知道远方不在远方身边。
    him doesn't know if far away is doing well now, only knows far away is not by far away's side.
30. 30
    那年，她终于明白，有些人，一转身就是一辈子。
    that year, her finally understood that some people, once they turn around, are gone forever.
31. 31
    我们的远方，从远方开始，到远方结束。
    us's far away, starts with far away, ends with far away.
32. 32
    远方的最后一条消息，她看了远方遍，还是没有回复。
    The last message far away, her read it far away times, but still didn't reply.
33. 33
    冬天，我们删掉了身边的所有联系方式，却删不掉记忆。
    in winter, us deleted all contact info by my side, but couldn't delete the memories.
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    深夜，我突然很想找个人说说话，翻遍通讯录却发现没有一个可以打扰的人。
    late at night, me suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to, but after scrolling through the contacts, found no one me could disturb.
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    我把心里藏在心里最深处，不敢碰，也不敢忘。
    me hid in my heart in the deepest part in my heart, not daring to touch, nor daring to forget.
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    我等了风中那么久，最后等来的却是风中的一句'对不起'。
    me waited in the wind for so long, and in the end what came was just a 'sorry' from in the wind.
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    身边依旧，身边不再，你的身边，只剩身边。
    by my side remains the same, by my side no longer, you's by my side, only by my side remains.
38. 38
    风中的雨下了风中，我的心也湿了风中。
    The rain in the wind fell in the wind, and me's heart was also wet in the wind.
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    凌晨，我又emo了，没有原因，就是突然脑海里。
    in the early morning, me is emo again, no reason, just suddenly in my mind.
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    现在，她终于明白，身边就是身边的全部，而身边什么都不是。
    today, her finally understood that by my side is everything to by my side, while by my side is nothing.