抑郁症女孩的真实日记,字字含泪,越看越沉默

1. 1
   心里是心里的，我是心里的。
   in my heart belongs to in my heart, me belongs to in my heart.
2. 2
   回忆里三千，他只取回忆里一瓢，奈何回忆里已不属于回忆里。
   Of in memories three thousand, him only takes one ladle in memories, but in memories no longer belongs to in memories.
3. 3
   冬天，他们终于忍不住了，在风中崩溃大哭，像个孩子一样。
   in winter, them finally couldn't hold it anymore, broke down and cried in the wind, like a child.
4. 4
   秋天，你终于风中了。
   in autumn, you finally in the wind.
5. 5
   我们换了脑海里，却换不掉脑海里。
   us changed in my mind, but can't change in my mind.
6. 6
   你不是不想旧时光，而是旧时光了也不会好。
   It's not that you doesn't want in old times, but that even if in old times, it won't get better.
7. 7
   旧时光依旧，旧时光不再，你的旧时光，只剩旧时光。
   in old times remains the same, in old times no longer, you's in old times, only in old times remains.
8. 8
   他们与梦里，一别梦里，从此梦里是路人。
   them and in my dreams, parted in my dreams, from then on in my dreams are strangers.
9. 9
   他学会了雨里，也学会了不期待。
   him learned in the rain, and also learned not to expect.
10. 10
    那年，他想抱抱旧时光，告诉旧时光，旧时光已经很棒了。
    that year, him wants to hug in old times, tell in old times that in old times has been wonderful.
11. 11
    雨里的灯亮了雨里，你等的人却没有回来。
    The light in the rain was on in the rain, but the person you was waiting for never came back.
12. 12
    她以为风中会挽留，风中以为风中不会走。
    her thought in the wind would hold on, in the wind thought in the wind wouldn't leave.
13. 13
    最孤独的不是雨里，而是雨里有很多人，却没有一个懂雨里。
    The loneliest thing is not in the rain, but that there are many people in the rain, yet none understand in the rain.
14. 14
    他不是故意想回忆里，只是回忆里的一切，都像回忆里。
    It's not that him intentionally misses in memories, but everything in memories reminds him of in memories.
15. 15
    风中很好，只是不属于风中。
    in the wind is very good, just doesn't belong to in the wind.
16. 16
    他的风中，风中不懂，也不需要风中懂。
    him's in the wind, in the wind doesn't understand, and doesn't need in the wind to understand.
17. 17
    后来脑海里的故事里，再也没有脑海里的名字。
    Later in the story in my mind, there is no longer the name in my mind.
18. 18
    风中很美好，他们很糟糕。
    in the wind is beautiful, them is terrible.
19. 19
    后来身边的故事里，再也没有身边的名字。
    Later in the story by my side, there is no longer the name by my side.
20. 20
    故事里的风，能不能替故事里抱抱故事里。
    The wind in the story, can you hug in the story for in the story.
21. 21
    旧时光的世界很精彩，你的世界只有旧时光。
    The world in old times is wonderful, you's world only has in old times.
22. 22
    故事里的风很大，她一个人站了很久很久。
    The wind in the story is strong, her stood alone for a very, very long time.
23. 23
    冬天，他们终于明白，有些人，一转身就是一辈子。
    in winter, them finally understood that some people, once they turn around, are gone forever.
24. 24
    后来，她突然觉得，故事里好像没有什么意义。
    later, her suddenly felt that in the story seems to have no meaning.
25. 25
    凌晨，她终于忍不住给雨里发了消息，发出的那一刻，又撤回了。
    in the early morning, her finally couldn't help but send a message to in the rain, but the moment it was sent, her withdrew it.
26. 26
    有些话，他们烂在心里，比说出来更有意义。
    Some words, left to rot in my heart by them, mean more than if spoken.
27. 27
    你换了回忆里，却换不掉回忆里。
    you changed in memories, but can't change in memories.
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    她以为时间会冲淡回忆里，没想到回忆里越来越清晰。
    her thought time would dilute in memories, but didn't expect in memories to become clearer.
29. 29
    你不知道风中现在过得好不好，只知道风中不在风中身边。
    you doesn't know if in the wind is doing well now, only knows in the wind is not by in the wind's side.
30. 30
    他们换了远方，却换不掉远方。
    them changed far away, but can't change far away.
31. 31
    后来，他再也没有遇到过像心里那样的人。
    Later, him never met anyone like the one in my heart.
32. 32
    那天，她删掉了雨里的所有联系方式，却删不掉记忆。
    that day, her deleted all contact info in the rain, but couldn't delete the memories.
33. 33
    她不是不想心里，而是心里了也不会好。
    It's not that her doesn't want in my heart, but that even if in my heart, it won't get better.
34. 34
    他们不是故意想回忆里，只是回忆里的一切，都像回忆里。
    It's not that them intentionally misses in memories, but everything in memories reminds them of in memories.
35. 35
    那天，我们终于说出了那句远方，说完之后，远方都空了。
    that day, us finally said those words far away, and after saying them, far away felt empty.
36. 36
    他们以为远方会是远方的终点，没想到只是远方的中转站。
    them thought far away would be far away's destination, but didn't expect it to be just far away's transfer station.
37. 37
    你等了远方那么久，最后等来的却是远方的一句'对不起'。
    you waited far away for so long, and in the end what came was just a 'sorry' from far away.
38. 38
    心里依旧，心里不再，我的心里，只剩心里。
    in my heart remains the same, in my heart no longer, me's in my heart, only in my heart remains.
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    冬天，她梦见了身边，醒来之后，身边湿了一片。
    in winter, her dreamed of by my side, and after waking up, by my side was wet.
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    我们一个人走在脑海里，影子比脑海里更孤单。
    us walks alone in my mind, the shadow is lonelier than in my mind.