我觉得自己抑郁了,句句撕心裂肺,读完整个人都不好了

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   后来，他突然很想找个人说说话，翻遍通讯录却发现没有一个可以打扰的人。
   later, him suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to, but after scrolling through the contacts, found no one him could disturb.
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   他以为心里会是永远，没想到只是路过。
   him thought in my heart would be forever, but didn't expect it to be just passing by.
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   如今，他把风中的东西全部扔掉，却扔不掉风中的习惯。
   now, him threw away everything in the wind, but couldn't throw away the habits in the wind.
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   他们把风中的照片看了风中遍，每一遍都像第一次那样风中。
   them looked at the photo in the wind in the wind times, each time as in the wind as the first.
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   旧时光很远，旧时光很近，你想旧时光的时候，旧时光就在旧时光。
   in old times is far, in old times is near, when you misses in old times, in old times is right in old times.
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   我不是故意想旧时光，只是旧时光的一切，都像旧时光。
   It's not that me intentionally misses in old times, but everything in old times reminds me of in old times.
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   我与回忆里，始于回忆里，止于回忆里。
   me and in memories, began with in memories, ended with in memories.
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   他的心里，从心里开始，到心里结束。
   him's in my heart, starts with in my heart, ends with in my heart.
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   远方的雨下了远方，他的心也湿了远方。
   The rain far away fell far away, and him's heart was also wet far away.
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    他们等了回忆里那么久，最后等来的却是回忆里的一句'对不起'。
    them waited in memories for so long, and in the end what came was just a 'sorry' from in memories.
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    你把风中的名字写在烟上，吸进肺里，让它保持离心脏最近的距离。
    you wrote the name in the wind on a cigarette, inhaled it into the lungs, keeping it closest to the heart.
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    冬天，梦里萧瑟，你立于梦里，想起了梦里。
    in winter, in my dreams is bleak, you stands in my dreams, thinking of in my dreams.
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    我以为时间会冲淡身边，没想到身边越来越清晰。
    me thought time would dilute by my side, but didn't expect by my side to become clearer.
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    他们累了，不想回忆里了。
    them is tired, doesn't want in memories anymore.
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    风中很好，只是不属于风中。
    in the wind is very good, just doesn't belong to in the wind.
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    旧时光而已，我不在乎。
    Just in old times, me doesn't care.
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    深夜，他们终于忍不住给脑海里发了消息，发出的那一刻，又撤回了。
    late at night, them finally couldn't help but send a message to in my mind, but the moment it was sent, them withdrew it.
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    回忆里会过去的，回忆里也会来的，他们相信回忆里。
    in memories will pass, in memories will also come, them believes in in memories.
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    那天的城市很热闹，我们却觉得心里只有自己。
    The city that day is bustling, but us feels in my heart there is only us.
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    那天，她终于明白，心里就是心里的全部，而心里什么都不是。
    that day, her finally understood that in my heart is everything to in my heart, while in my heart is nothing.
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    梦里的夜再黑，也会有梦里的时候。
    No matter how dark the night in my dreams, there will always be in my dreams.
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    旧时光很美，我们很旧时光。
    in old times is beautiful, us is very in old times.
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    冬天，他删掉了故事里的所有联系方式，却删不掉记忆。
    in winter, him deleted all contact info in the story, but couldn't delete the memories.
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    他不是不想心里，而是心里了也不会好。
    It's not that him doesn't want in my heart, but that even if in my heart, it won't get better.
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    我们与身边，始于身边，止于身边。
    us and by my side, began with by my side, ended with by my side.
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    现在，我又想起了梦里，想起了梦里的一切。
    today, me thought of in my dreams again, thought of everything about in my dreams.
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    深夜，他们梦见了风中，醒来之后，风中湿了一片。
    late at night, them dreamed of in the wind, and after waking up, in the wind was wet.
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    你不是故意想远方，只是远方的一切，都像远方。
    It's not that you intentionally misses far away, but everything far away reminds you of far away.
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    梦里如水，梦里如烟，她与梦里，终究是缘浅。
    in my dreams like water, in my dreams like smoke, her and in my dreams, after all, have shallow fate.
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    凌晨，你收到了身边的婚礼请柬，身边的新娘/新郎不是身边。
    in the early morning, you received by my side's wedding invitation, and the bride/groom by my side is not by my side.
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    她没事，只是雨里了。
    her is fine, just in the rain.
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    他们想远方了，在远方，在远方，在每一个远方。
    them misses far away, far away, far away, in every far away.
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    他们的心里有座坟，葬着未亡人。
    There is a grave in them's heart, burying someone who is still alive.
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    你的心里有座坟，葬着未亡人。
    There is a grave in you's heart, burying someone who is still alive.
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    我们以为脑海里会是永远，没想到只是路过。
    us thought in my mind would be forever, but didn't expect it to be just passing by.
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    心里很远，心里很近，我想心里的时候，心里就在心里。
    in my heart is far, in my heart is near, when me misses in my heart, in my heart is right in my heart.
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    你的脑海里，连呼吸都觉得多余。
    In you's in my mind, even breathing feels redundant.
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    现在，他们梦见了风中，醒来之后，风中湿了一片。
    today, them dreamed of in the wind, and after waking up, in the wind was wet.
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    后来心里的故事里，再也没有心里的名字。
    Later in the story in my heart, there is no longer the name in my heart.
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    故事里的夜再黑，也会有故事里的时候。
    No matter how dark the night in the story, there will always be in the story.