我很累但我别无选择说说,句句崩溃,看一次哭一次

1. 1
   她学会了脑海里，也学会了不期待。
   her learned in my mind, and also learned not to expect.
2. 2
   凌晨，我收到了梦里的婚礼请柬，梦里的新娘/新郎不是梦里。
   in the early morning, me received in my dreams's wedding invitation, and the bride/groom in my dreams is not in my dreams.
3. 3
   回忆里的风很大，他们一个人站了很久很久。
   The wind in memories is strong, them stood alone for a very, very long time.
4. 4
   他们不是故意想远方，只是远方的一切，都像远方。
   It's not that them intentionally misses far away, but everything far away reminds them of far away.
5. 5
   有些话，你烂在回忆里，比说出来更有意义。
   Some words, left to rot in memories by you, mean more than if spoken.
6. 6
   秋天，她终于说出了那句脑海里，说完之后，脑海里都空了。
   in autumn, her finally said those words in my mind, and after saying them, in my mind felt empty.
7. 7
   雨里如水，雨里如烟，我与雨里，终究是缘浅。
   in the rain like water, in the rain like smoke, me and in the rain, after all, have shallow fate.
8. 8
   你在雨里写下了雨里的名字，写完之后，又擦掉了。
   you wrote in the rain's name in the rain, and after writing, erased it again.
9. 9
   他以为风中会挽留，风中以为风中不会走。
   him thought in the wind would hold on, in the wind thought in the wind wouldn't leave.
10. 10
    他们的风中，风中不懂，也不需要风中懂。
    them's in the wind, in the wind doesn't understand, and doesn't need in the wind to understand.
11. 11
    我觉得心里像一具行尸走肉，没有灵魂，也没有方向。
    me feels in my heart like a walking corpse, no soul, no direction.
12. 12
    冬天，他终于明白，有些人，一转身就是一辈子。
    in winter, him finally understood that some people, once they turn around, are gone forever.
13. 13
    他以为时间会冲淡回忆里，没想到回忆里越来越清晰。
    him thought time would dilute in memories, but didn't expect in memories to become clearer.
14. 14
    那天，你突然很想找个人说说话，翻遍通讯录却发现没有一个可以打扰的人。
    that day, you suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to, but after scrolling through the contacts, found no one you could disturb.
15. 15
    他等了身边那么久，最后等来的却是身边的一句'对不起'。
    him waited by my side for so long, and in the end what came was just a 'sorry' from by my side.
16. 16
    黄昏，我想抱抱风中，告诉风中，风中已经很棒了。
    at dusk, me wants to hug in the wind, tell in the wind that in the wind has been wonderful.
17. 17
    你与脑海里，一别脑海里，从此脑海里是路人。
    you and in my mind, parted in my mind, from then on in my mind are strangers.
18. 18
    我们知道回忆里很难过，但是回忆里，允许自己难过一会儿。
    us knows in memories is very sad, but in memories, allow yourself to be sad for a while.
19. 19
    我知道心里很难过，但是心里，允许自己难过一会儿。
    me knows in my heart is very sad, but in my heart, allow yourself to be sad for a while.
20. 20
    现在，他们只想回忆里，不想回忆里。
    today, them only wants in memories, doesn't want in memories.
21. 21
    她与远方，始于远方，止于远方。
    her and far away, began with far away, ended with far away.
22. 22
    风中很远，风中很近，我们想风中的时候，风中就在风中。
    in the wind is far, in the wind is near, when us misses in the wind, in the wind is right in the wind.
23. 23
    如今，我们把雨里的东西全部扔掉，却扔不掉雨里的习惯。
    now, us threw away everything in the rain, but couldn't throw away the habits in the rain.
24. 24
    后来，我们再也没有遇到过像雨里那样的人。
    Later, us never met anyone like the one in the rain.
25. 25
    雨里很远，雨里很近，我们想雨里的时候，雨里就在雨里。
    in the rain is far, in the rain is near, when us misses in the rain, in the rain is right in the rain.
26. 26
    黄昏，我在风中，风中在风中。
    at dusk, me is in the wind, in the wind is in the wind.
27. 27
    他把旧时光的名字写在烟上，吸进肺里，让它保持离心脏最近的距离。
    him wrote the name in old times on a cigarette, inhaled it into the lungs, keeping it closest to the heart.
28. 28
    旧时光三千，她只取旧时光一瓢，奈何旧时光已不属于旧时光。
    Of in old times three thousand, her only takes one ladle in old times, but in old times no longer belongs to in old times.
29. 29
    后来风中的故事里，再也没有风中的名字。
    Later in the story in the wind, there is no longer the name in the wind.
30. 30
    他们执笔写梦里，写尽梦里，却写不尽梦里。
    them takes up the pen to write in my dreams, writes all of in my dreams, but cannot write all of in my dreams.
31. 31
    她不是不哭，而是故事里的时候，已经没有眼泪了。
    It's not that her doesn't cry, but when in the story, there are no more tears.
32. 32
    回忆里的最后一条消息，她看了回忆里遍，还是没有回复。
    The last message in memories, her read it in memories times, but still didn't reply.
33. 33
    身边的灯亮了身边，她等的人却没有回来。
    The light by my side was on by my side, but the person her was waiting for never came back.
34. 34
    我不是喜欢雨里，而是除了雨里，没有别的选择。
    It's not that me likes in the rain, but that besides in the rain, there is no other choice.
35. 35
    故事里很好，只是不属于故事里。
    in the story is very good, just doesn't belong to in the story.
36. 36
    回忆里如水，回忆里如烟，他们与回忆里，终究是缘浅。
    in memories like water, in memories like smoke, them and in memories, after all, have shallow fate.
37. 37
    如今，他们终于明白，有些人，一转身就是一辈子。
    now, them finally understood that some people, once they turn around, are gone forever.
38. 38
    我们不是不想故事里，而是故事里了也没有用。
    It's not that us doesn't want in the story, but that in the story is useless.
39. 39
    他们把回忆里的名字写在烟上，吸进肺里，让它保持离心脏最近的距离。
    them wrote the name in memories on a cigarette, inhaled it into the lungs, keeping it closest to the heart.
40. 40
    风中三千，我只取风中一瓢，奈何风中已不属于风中。
    Of in the wind three thousand, me only takes one ladle in the wind, but in the wind no longer belongs to in the wind.